HELLO GOODBYE

i may be qutting this blog soon!
i may not be starting another one!
who knows engineering is tough

i'll let u guys know

cya

i only have 4 lessons tomorrow!!!!

2 hours/ 2 hours/ 3 hours / 1.5 hours

AGAGAGAHHH

i was wondering if sometimes the assholes you meet in your everyday life could be Jesus in disguise and you'll be judged if you respond in unfavorable ways. but then again if you think about it it's not Jesus' nature to be an asshole so how could that happen?

i think i said this before, but maybe maturity is measured in part by how little you get worked up over both large and small things

i can take it, the going is tough, there's lots of shit to do, its just that there's so little time for anything else

this shit takes my fire away! my fire for drawing

bah

wh-whaaat the hell is this?!?!?

so on top of the 6 modules we have to do this mp2076 "engineering innovation and design".

it's a project.
it spans 2 semesters.
it's included in the GPA.

The MP2079 Engineering Innovation and Design (EID) course is an integral part of the second-year MAE curriculum. The course enables students to experience some of the practical learning in preparation for an engineering or technopreneur career in the new Knowledge Based Economy. This course encourages students to propose team-based projects, plan and develop the team ideas under the guidance of mentors and as such excites the imagination of aspiring engineers, innovators and technopreneurs.

All year 2 Aerospace Engineering and Mechanical Engineering students will be required to take MP2079 EID in AY09/10 Semester 1 and 2. Please attend the EID Orientation scheduled on: ... ....

BOOHOO

why must i do engineering, cant i do something that i like, LIKE ART, HUHHH

but then again once you turn your hobby into a job it ceases to be a hobby anymore

EMPLEH

monday: 0830 - 1830 / break 1230 - 1330
tuesday: 0830 - 1730 / break 1330 - 1630
wednesday: 1030-1330 (OH HELLS YEAH but not tomorrow, i got makeup for lab which is until 1630)
thursday: 1400-1830 / break 1530-1630
friday: 1030-1730 / break 1230-1430

why are the hours so JC-esque?!?!? (start early, end late with the 5-6pm crowd) it's not like the work is any easier, boo hoo

i'll take it easy i promise

ohohohoho~~~ 0830 to 1830 days!!! with like 2 hours' worth of breaks in between, on average.

i must take this easy otherwise i will die of dejection!!! RAARR meanwhile i need to maintain the pace of finishing up a tutorial after each respective lecture. pfoo i will see great struggles ahead. but but at least i wont have to do math next sem ahahaha!!!!

also i ache all over from doing ippt, shit hurts

i feel like making bentos and all that jap food that you can prepare all at one go, toss in the fridge, and then take out and eat over the course of a week. (or 3-4 days if you're not confident about modern refridgeration) they come in small sizes too so its not a problem. the problem is that my mom will probably go ape-shit when i try to make them (aaagh rice)

shit

with ippt on saturday and the first day of school being 0830 hours i am so not looking forward to the next few days man well actually it's more of the ippt. it's knowing that you'll be suffering and feeling like shit and there's nothing you can do about it

how do you build up a friendly relationship with a person who wakes you up with swearing and cursing in the morning, and greets you with more of the same when she comes home?

it takes patience and time, it's not easy, and i'm not going to try.

i'm tired of things not going to plan. or is it that i'm tired of not being able to handle things that are not going as planned?

haha maybe i should lay off the coffee i'm thinking too much its like you're thinking about alot of things, but you don't know what you're thinking about? it's like anxiety? i need something to do to take my mind off? what do i do? i've done so many things over and over again

in the constant struggle to upstage each other we lose track of what's important and imagine threats to ourselves and while acknowledging valid evidence refuse to accept it

performing responsibilites and caring about what you do are different things. all these years yes they did what was expected of them but they didnt care about what they did. but what am i saying, its not like i mind or know what i'm missing